[Part of a recent e-mail conversation between me and a close friend.]
>”I just read a part of your reply: the one you sent when I was in XXXX. I just saw the part where you said don’t follow money. Well, I didn’t follow my heart. I followed common ground. Sometimes when I chat about that with people, they remind me that I am lucky to have this job, it’s what I like to do, the pay is good…”
aimeelovesyou wrote: You are also lucky enough to have a choice. To follow your heart and listen to your gut and to be strong. To be an artist and create your life in a way that truly suits YOU. It doesn’t really matter what looks good on paper, or what others think (including me of course). What does matter is how you feel at the end of your day. How you feel after you make choices for yourself. Do you feel empowered? Do you feel better than you did before you made that choice? Do you feel like you are in a higher place or closer to your higher self? Do you feel more happy? Do you feel more loved? Did that choice really serve you, or just someones idea of you?
>”Tell me: why do I feel so empty? I tell you: love is mostly what I need right now, … and XXXX is away, and not able to join me anytime soon. I am already thinking about where I can go.”
aimeelovesyou wrote: Where you need to be is where you are right now. Get clear about your intentions, what you really want out of your life right now. You can make that happen right here, right now. The universe will see that your heart is wide open and it will fill it with everything that is needed. Have faith in your abilities to make magic.
>”I was sitting on the couch a few minutes ago, watching the snow falling lightly and drinking coffee. I told myself, that the worst that could happen right now is to keep feeling bad inside and to accept that this is the way I feel right now. Trying to avoid it at the moment is not the way… I am gonna play piano, sketch, write, sing and dance.”
aimeelovesyou wrote: Absolutely! You are the best sound you have ever heard! You are music. Your life is the dance, the sketch, the dream. Live it! PLAY! Love, create, be, do it all. Be brave, trust and continue to give even when you think that you are empty. Watch to see how much influence you have. How much power. How much the universe will support you with people’s love. When you begin to let go and love (unconditionally), angels want to be near you. You are doing so well. You are so loved.
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